BaZli Othman

Happiest day :)

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Thu, 27 Nov 2008 23:40:00 +0000

thanks god i met "YOU". Thank you.

*im wordless. typeless.n.speechless.
:) :) :)

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noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 04:16:00 +0000

kick-start of new life.

plug-in : Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

i'm back on the court

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 01:55:00 +0000

been stop playing tennis for ages.. oh.. this is the longest tennis-break i ever had from court, maybe thats the reason i felt like something goes wrong even in my perfect day or week. i think i have to start back today!!.

ladies & gentlemen. i'm back to the court. =) looking forward to UTP Open & UM invitational tournament. wish me luck!

shot of the day. really miss my old tennis life back in campus!

It's the time.. the hijrah..

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 12:31:00 +0000

++ 6 -1 = 6

today is a hectic day, i spent the whole day to pack some of my stuff to bring to kerteh. i supposed to start in kerteh on 16 october, but they postponed it to 21st November and i need to report duty on 3rd Nov at PETRONAS Permata first. it's all good. i dun really mind when or where to start eheh coz i have some other plan here in Muar. When i was packing my stuff, i found a piece of paper that my mom gave me last time, the paper is all about my past great2 father.. mom said, dad wrote that when he was young.. there's alot of stories and quote in it.. and there's some part that really can make me miss him alot.. here's something that i can share here so that we can get the idea about my dad.. this is more like his life principle..

"...Mediation in God is my Capital.

Reason and Sound Logic is the root of my Religion

LOve is the foundation of my existance
Enthusiasm is the vehicle of my life

Contemtation of god is my campanion

Faith is the source of my power

sorrow is my friend

Knowledge is my weapon

Patience is my Garb and virtue

Submission to the divine well, is my pride

Truth is my salvation

Worship is my Habit.

Prayer lies the coolness of my eyes and the Peace of Mind.."

hurmm... my dad was a man that was kind and generous.. He loved all of us with such joy and pride that it lit up his face every time we were together. There was never a time that I could not talk to him or that he would not offer advice .. his lost really gave a very big impact to our family. but everything happened for reason.. we will be strong and accept the faith from Illahi.

So by next month i'll be in kerteh(hopefully this time no postpone). coz im really looking forward to be there asap(dah 3 bulan duduk rumah). this is the screenshot of my office, i took it from google earth :P heheh jangan jeles~~

Rantau PETRONAS

till now.. :) will write again after hijrah to kerteh... nnt post gambar cun2 kt kerteh lak =p

yaya =)

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:42:00 +0000

This post i dedicate to my cute niece. nama dia yaya. umur dia 2 taun. shes the only grandchildren in the family. i was the youngest in the family, thanks to her to make me feel grown-up and not being the youngest anymore. huhu.

shes my brother's only daugther so far.

so camne? smart cam uncle dia x? hehe.... even smarter i guess :) she likes to eat smarties as her uncle always said, smart girl eats smarties =p not m&m =D

hehe.. pic below time kt damai laut =D kena tanam heheh.. ~

end of this month, abg ali will move to yokohama with his family. seriously i will miss them alot. esp, yaya. insyaAllah ada rezeki aku gi visit :D and here's their family photo wit me ~ take care =)

To Be Your Best Self

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 10:50:00 +0000

Hi guys, sorry im not in the mood to write on my blog but whats the point of having a blog if i din post anything rite... so when i was reading in my room last nite and i found this some interesting quotation by the a famous islamic writter =). i decided to share it here. this is called "to be your best self". hope u like it.

"The good you find in others, is in you too.
The faults you find in others, are your faults as well.
After all, to recognize something you must know it.
The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well.

The beauty you see around you, is your beauty.
The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are.
To change your world, you must change yourself.
To blame and complain will only make matters worse.

Whatever you care about, is your responsibility.
What you see in others, shows you yourself.
See the best in others, and you will be your best.
Give to others, and you give to yourself.

Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful.
Admire creativity, and you will be creative.
Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.

Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Show your best face to the mirror, and you'll be happy with the face looking back at you."

Convocation

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Thu, 04 Sep 2008 05:01:00 +0000

++ eels come at once?

::24/08/08:: Memorial day.

Convo Dinner

It was 12 midnite. after the convocation dinner, all my ex-course mates in UTP headed to the legendary mamak in tronoh territory, Sithick. We all had a small gathering there. I din feel good to go out at that time, I was freaking tired after the dinner, I knew there was something wrong will happen that night, but i just ignored the feeling.. I just not thinking of anything that will disturb my emotional of 4 and half years waiting towards my graduation day on the next and I gladded that my family coming next morning.

So i went out that nite to the legendary mamak. Yup we had a good time meeting my course mate and updating about their new life after survived UTP. I still din feel good at the mamak stall but as usual i still managed to joke around even when i dun feel comfortable. We chatted until 3 a.m, then before we leaved, some friends reminded me to see me on the next day, and i replied "InsyaAllah... see you at chancellor hall".

On the next day, i woke up around 6.40 for subuh prayer, i was one of the happiest person on that day with my the robe, the convo hat.. it will be a big day in my life. but.. i din expect to have a bigger day than my convocation day.

"The day i was expecting the tears of joys and laughs of happiness. But it turned to something that i can't even describe in words after i read a message on my phone "Al-fatihah kepada ayah, Othman Bin Hj. Tambi 6.20a.m hospital Muar" "

It was hard for me to receive the news, it was tough..i did ask god.. "Why Me and Why Now?" . I just recovered from few shocking news and broke-up with my 4 years relationship then suddenly came with another one on my graduation day. Then suddenly something whispered me:

"why did I argue when it comes to the bad one, and why din I argued with the good one when it comes?".

Allah Maha Adil, god knows on every decision and everything happened on earth. And for every god's decision, it always has good and positive reasons. I'd accept the decision and try to keep positive. But it takes time.... for now i just pray.. supaya roh ayah akan dirahmati dan dicucuri rahmat.

Here is my family photo at photo studio near my house before i returned the robe back to utp after few days.

Fresh Start.

noreply@blogger.com (BaLLi) — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 13:12:00 +0000

++Bismillah.

Ni percubaan ke berapa aku pun dah tak ingat, untuk bukak blog. cool. xpe. harap kali ni menjadi. harap-harap blog kali ni aku tak delete. memandangkan aku sekarang pun still banyak masa yang lapang kat rumah, so aku bolela tulis blog (kot?). Basically, aku rasa semua orang dah kenal aku, sebab kalau tak kenal, xnakla ada orang rajin sangat google kt internet cari blog untuk dilayan :). Tp kalau tak tahu gak ni detail pasal aku.

Hehe.. sori gamba muka masam skit. time tu mamat kastam tu kecoh skit. soh diri tegak2 pastu buat muka sama cam dalam passport.hehe. tp nasib bek dia kasi lepas, sebab time tu memang ada rusuhan kat area2 situ.

Berbalik pada blog aku. Blog ni aku buat sebab tengok kawan2 yang lain ada blog dan aku rasa cam bes je tuk ada blog, nak update kat kawan2 any information, and manala tau kot2 tiba2 nak kawen ke.. jemput guna blog je.. dah save duit printing kad jemputan kan? (p.s: im single anyway).

So kawan2 add la saye kt blog awak2 semua :).