Convocation

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::24/08/08:: Memorial day.

Convo Dinner


It was 12 midnite. after the convocation dinner, all my ex-course mates in UTP headed to the legendary mamak in tronoh territory, Sithick. We all had a small gathering there. I din feel good to go out at that time, I was freaking tired after the dinner, I knew there was something wrong will happen that night, but i just ignored the feeling.. I just not thinking of anything that will disturb my emotional of 4 and half years waiting towards my graduation day on the next and I gladded that my family coming next morning.

So i went out that nite to the legendary mamak. Yup we had a good time meeting my course mate and updating about their new life after survived UTP. I still din feel good at the mamak stall but as usual i still managed to joke around even when i dun feel comfortable. We chatted until 3 a.m, then before we leaved, some friends reminded me to see me on the next day, and i replied "InsyaAllah... see you at chancellor hall".

On the next day, i woke up around 6.40 for subuh prayer, i was one of the happiest person on that day with my the robe, the convo hat.. it will be a big day in my life. but.. i din expect to have a bigger day than my convocation day.

"The day i was expecting the tears of joys and laughs of happiness. But it turned to something that i can't even describe in words after i read a message on my phone "Al-fatihah kepada ayah, Othman Bin Hj. Tambi 6.20a.m hospital Muar" "

It was hard for me to receive the news, it was tough..i did ask god.. "Why Me and Why Now?" . I just recovered from few shocking news and broke-up with my 4 years relationship then suddenly came with another one on my graduation day. Then suddenly something whispered me:

"why did I argue when it comes to the bad one, and why din I argued with the good one when it comes?".

Allah Maha Adil, god knows on every decision and everything happened on earth. And for every god's decision, it always has good and positive reasons. I'd accept the decision and try to keep positive. But it takes time.... for now i just pray.. supaya roh ayah akan dirahmati dan dicucuri rahmat.

Here is my family photo at photo studio near my house before i returned the robe back to utp after few days.